My Life!

so ive decided to do everything i have ever wanted to do..
my life is way to short to waste it living day by day to everyone else's expectations
im hoping to be engaged by the end of the year otherwise ill be putting my foot down...
my 21st birthday party is starting to look more like an epic fail then a joyous occasion in my life
thanks to the rph i no longer have the funds to pay for my party but dont have the option of having the party at my house as i dont want the whole world knowing my address
im moving to queensland in three years going to get that perfect apartment near the beach..
get away from the family and everyone who bring me down.. my fresh start with my best friend oh and daniel to hahaha
and as for school i guess i better knuckle down.. i dont know where my enthusiasm has gone..
i must have left it on the train ohwell its to late to turn back now....

ill keep you posted

xoxo stacey

School Time

i think im going crazy
ive actually enrolled myself back in to school
in ten short months i will have a diploma in events managment
and certificate 3&4 in business admin
am i crazy????
ten months to learn all that i think i might be
so im busy searching ebay for a desk big enough to do all this work on...
ohwell i guess it kills some extra time ive just got to fit working into this equation some how..
ill keep you posted

xoxo stacey

Dazed & Confused

so once again im stuck in a rut
im second guessing everything in my life atm
and that even includes my relationship
i dont know what i want in my life
i dont know where i want to be
all i know is i want to be a mother i want to be a wife
but im not sure if its going to happen
people are raising doubts in my mind
and im just running out of options
do i go back to school or do i get another job
do i stay in this relationship or do i move on
im good at giving advice i just cant find the solution to my problems
ahhhhh HELP!!!